Like a bath mat you can jerk off to

Listen. It is snowing and I have been shit at my daily walks. But that's fine.

Today

Activity: Blogging with the bestie

Activity Prompt: Think about how fantasies have played a role in your sexual life. How do they enhance or complicate your experiences?

Alone or with partners: I SAID BLOGGING WITH THE BESTIE

Drink and snack with activity: I had a polar seltzer

Physical activities log

Morning ab routine

5 ab roller rolls: Yup

Blogilates morning abs: Nope

Quarter mile walk every hour on the hour, 10-5: NO IT IS SNOWING

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5PM Two Mile Walk: STARTING IN MARCH

Weighted walking:

Shoulder shrugs during the day: Not today!

MON, WED, FRI

45 minutes of PB: I did barre and cycling today!

TUE, THUR

45 minutes of cycling: Barre and cycling!

45 minutes of weight lifting:

Macros

Carbs:

Fat:

Protein:

Calories: I am not gonna lie, I stopped keeping track last weekend during my shoots in STL.

There really isn't much to fantasy for me when it comes to sex. I am a very creative, imaginative persnn for practically anything else, but I have never been a fantasy person. Maybe I'm too clinical for fantasies? Sex is very much about desire, and when I have sex, it is about physical connection of the hot andsexy variety, but I don't fantasize about it. I've never been into porn, or book smut, I get like...a feeeling in my body that I register as desire and I just hold on to that. I don't imagine stuff, I don't have fantasies that ttake place in places with people, I don't even think of people if I'm masturbating. It's just...it's always just been sex. Whichh is plenty hot and fine, I'm not upset about it.

As for how it impacts my sexual encounters, it hasn't for me? But maybe it makes me a bad sex partner? Maybe I'm a super boring fuck because fantasy has never been something I ask about or play into or care about.